Mastering the List

So I decided I should start writing here again. I've had a lot running through my little head lately. Actually it's getting bigger, my head that is(that's what he said) , cause my hair is getting longer. I struggle with this damn mop all the time. I'm never happy with it and always want to change it's style or length. I have super thick hair that frizzes and poofs. Unkempt it's literally a white Afro. Ask those who've witnessed. It's amazing and frightening. Thanks parents. Anyhow I'm off topic. While wanting to start writing this here blog again I've become torn. Part of the allure when I first started writing, back on livejournal http://imposs1ble.livejournal.com/ was that I was going to just pour my heart and head out with no one really reading it. It would become my venting place. It would become a place I could just spit stuff out and see how it sounded in written word. Then move on. With the evolution of blogs and the fact that I actually read some on a regular basis the temptation to advertise mine to my friends and get their opinion and comments and such is present. Do I keep it quiet or ask others to read it? By keeping it quiet I can voice my feelings on stuff that I may not be ready to have out in the open. By advertising I get feedback and interaction. Tough choice. For instance my hair dilemma would be a perfect topic for a readers poll. Should Nathan cut his hair? Restyle it? Grow it out? That might be helpful. But then issues like who I've got a major crush on are out there too, if I right about everything. If I have a beef with someone at work that I should probably just let blow over that I bitch about on here and they happen to read it what does that accomplish? Hmmmm. I really like writing about girls that tickle my fancy. So that's how I'm leaning. We'll see.